IT’S RAINING.
I go outside, and start walking. I head down the street and past the elementary school and through twointersections. I am soaked to the bone in about five minutes flat. That’s when I start to run. I run so fast thatmy lungs start to ache and my legs burn, and finally when I cannot move another step I fling myself down onmy back in the middle of the high school soccer field.
Once, I took acid here during a thunderstorm like this one. I lay down and watched the sky fall. I imaginedthe raindrops melting away my skin. I waited for the one stroke of lightning that would arrow through myheart, and make me feel one hundred percent alive for the first time in my whole sorry existence.
The lightning, it had its chance, and it didn’t come that day. It doesn’t come this morning, either.
So I get up, wipe my hair out of my eyes, and try to come up with a better plan.
I go outside, and start walking. I head down the street and past the elementary school and through twointersections. I am soaked to the bone in about five minutes flat. That’s when I start to run. I run so fast thatmy lungs start to ache and my legs burn, and finally when I cannot move another step I fling myself down onmy back in the middle of the high school soccer field.
Once, I took acid here during a thunderstorm like this one. I lay down and watched the sky fall. I imaginedthe raindrops melting away my skin. I waited for the one stroke of lightning that would arrow through myheart, and make me feel one hundred percent alive for the first time in my whole sorry existence.
The lightning, it had its chance, and it didn’t come that day. It doesn’t come this morning, either.
So I get up, wipe my hair out of my eyes, and try to come up with a better plan.