We passed days of mental anguish—hearing nothing,
knowing nothing—and then one evening a
single Kash Guard rode up to Father’s house.
Juana and I were there with Mother. The fellow dismounted
and knocked at the door—a most unusual courtesy
from one of these. He entered at my bidding and
stood there a moment looking at Mother. He was only a
lad—a big, overgrown boy, and there was neither cruelty
in his eyes nor the mark of the beast in any of his features.
His mother’s blood evidently predominated, and he was unquestionably
not all Kalkar. Presently he spoke.
“Which is Julian 8th’s woman?” he asked; but he looked
at Mother as though he already guessed.
“I am,” said Mother.
The lad shuffled his feet and caught his breath—it was
like a stifled sob.
“I am sorry,” he said, “that I bring you such sad news,”
and then we guessed that the worst had happened.
“The mines?” Mother asked him, and he nodded affirmatively.
“Ten years!” he exclaimed, as one might announce a
sentence of death, for such it was. “He never had a
chance,” he volunteered. “It was a terrible thing. They
are beasts!”
I could not but show my surprise that a Kash Guard
should speak so of his own kind, and he must have seen
it in my face.
“We are not all beasts,” he hastened to exclaim.
I commenced to question him then and I found that he
had been a sentry at the door during the trial and had heard
it all. There had been but one witness—the man who had
informed on Father, and Father had been given no chance
to make any defense.
I asked him who the informer was.
“I am not sure of the name,” he replied; “he was a tall,
stoop-shouldered man. I think I heard him called Peter.”
But I had known even before I asked. I looked at
Mother and saw that she was dry-eyed and that her mouth
had suddenly hardened into a firmness of expression such
as I had never dreamed it could assume.
“Is that all?” she asked.
“No,” replied the youth, “it is not. I am instructed to
notify you that you have thirty days to take another man,
or vacate these premises,” and then he took a step toward
Mother. “I am sorry, Madam,” he said. “It is very cruel;
but what are we to do? It becomes worse each day. Now
they are grinding down even the Kash Guard, so that there
are many of us who—;” but he stopped suddenly as
though realizing that he was on the point of speaking treason
to strangers, and turning on his heel he quit the house and
a moment later was galloping away.
I expected Mother to break down then; but she did not.
She was very brave; but there was a new and terrible expression
in her eyes—those eyes that had shone forth always
with love. Now they were bitter, hate-filled eyes. She
did not weep—I wish to God she had. Instead she did
that which I had never known her to do before—she
laughed aloud. Upon the slightest pretext, or upon no pretext
at all, she laughed. We were afraid for her.
The suggestion dropped by the Kash Guard started in my
mind a train of thought of which I spoke to Mother and
Juana, and after that Mother seemed more normal for
a while, as though I had aroused hope, however feeble,
where there had been no hope before. I pointed out that if
the Kash Guard was dissatisfied, the time was ripe for
revolution, for if we could get only a part of them to join
us there would surely be enough of us to overthrow those
who remained loyal to The Flag. Then we would liberate
all prisoners and set up a republic of our own such as the
ancients had had.
It took time to develop my plan. I talked with everyone
I could trust and found them all willing to join me when
we had enough. In the meantime, I cared for my own place
and Father’s as well—I was very busy and time flew
rapidly.
About a month after Father was taken away, I came
home one day with Juana who had accompanied me up-river
in search of a goat that had strayed. We had found its
carcass, or rather its bones, where the hellhounds had left
them. Mother was not at our house, where she now spent
most of her time, so I went over to Father’s to get her.
As I approached the door I heard sounds of an altercation
and scuffling that made me cover the few remaining yards
at a rapid run.
Without waiting to knock, as Mother had taught me always
to do, I burst into the living room to discover Mother
in the clutches of Peter Johansen. She was trying to fight
him off; but he was forcing her slowly toward her bedroom,
for he was a large and powerful man. He heard me just
as I leaped for him and turning, grappled with me. He
tried to hold me off with one hand then while he drew his
knife; but I struck him in the face with one fist and
knocked him from me, way across the room. He was up
again in an instant, bleeding from nose and mouth, and
back at me with his knife in his hand, slashing furiously.
Again I struck him and knocked him down and when he
arose and came again I seized his knife-hand and tore the
weapon from him. He had no slightest chance against me,
and he saw it soon, for he commenced to back away and
beg for mercy.
“Kill him, Julian,” said Mother; “kill the murderer of
your father.”
I did not need her appeal to influence me, for the moment
that I had seen Peter there I knew my long awaited time
had come to kill him. He commenced to cry then—great
tears ran down his cheeks and he bolted for the door and
tried to escape. It was my pleasure to play with him as
a cat plays with a mouse.
I kept him from the door, seizing him and hurling him
bodily across the room, and then I let him reach the window,
through which he tried to crawl—and I permitted him to
get so far that he thought he was about to escape and then
I seized him again and dragged him back to the floor and
lifting him to his feet I made him fight.
I struck him lightly in the face many times and then I
laid him on his back across the table and kneeling on his
chest I spoke to him, softly.
“You had my friend, old Samuels, murdered and my
father, too, and now you come to befoul my mother. What
did you expect, swine, but this? Have you no intelligence?
You must have known that I would kill you—speak!”
“They said that they would get you today,” he whimpered.
“They lied to me. They went back on me. They told
me that you would be in the pen at the barracks before noon.
Damn them, they lied to me!”
So! that was how it was, eh? And the lucky circumstance
of the strayed goat had saved me to avenge my father
and succor my mother; but they would come yet. I must
hurry or they might come before I was through, and so I
took his head between my hands and bent his neck far
back over the edge of the table until I heard his spine part—and
that was the end of the vilest traitor who ever lived—one
who professed friendship openly and secretly conspired
to ruin us. In broad daylight I carried his body to the river
and threw it in. I was past caring what they knew. They
were coming for me and they would have their way with
me whether they had any pretext or not; but they would
have to pay a price for me, that I determined, and I got
my knife and strapped it in its scabbard about my waist
beneath my shirt; but they did not come—they had lied to
Peter just as they lie to everyone.
The next day was market day and tax day, so I went
to market with the necessary goats and produce to make my
trades and pay my taxes. As Soor passed around the market
place making his collections, or rather his levies, for we
had to deliver the stuff to his place ourselves, I saw from the
excited conversation of those in his wake that he was spreading
alarm and consternation among the people of the commune.
I wondered what it might all be about, nor had I long to
wait to discover, for he soon reached me. He could neither
read nor write; but he had a form furnished by the government
upon which were numbers that the agents were
taught how to read and which stood for various classes of
produce, livestock and manufactures. In columns beneath
these numbers he made marks during the month for the
amounts of my trades in each item—it was all crude, of
course, and inaccurate; but as they always overcharged us
and then added something to make up for any errors they
might have made to our credit, the government was satisfied,
even if we were not.
Being able to read and write, as well as to figure, I always
knew to a dot just what was due from me in tax and
I always had an argument with Soor, from which Government
emerged victorious every time.
This month I should have owed him one goat, but he
demanded three.
“How is that?” I asked.
“Under the old rate you owed me the equivalent of a goat
and a half; but since the tax had been doubled under the new
law you owe me three goats.” Then it was I knew the cause
of the excitement in other parts of the market place.
“How do you expect us to live if you take everything
from us?” I asked.
“The government does not care whether you live or not,”
he replied, “as long as you pay taxes while you do live.”
“I will pay the three goats,” I said, “because I have to;
but next market day I will bring you a present of the hardest
cheese I can find.”
He did not say anything, for he was afraid of me unless
he was surrounded by Kash Guards; but he looked ugly.
The commander of the Kash Guard company must have
noticed the crowd around us, for he rode straight toward
me, alone. I would not give him the satisfaction of thinking
that I feared him and so I stood there waiting.
The officer reined in before me.
“What are you doing here?” he barked.
“Minding my own business, as you had better do,” I
replied.
“You swine are becoming insufferable,” he cried. “Get
to your pen, where you belong—I will stand for no mobs
and no insolence.”
I just stood there looking at him; but there was murder
in my heart. He loosened the bull-hide whip that hung at
the pommel of his saddle.
“You have to be driven, do you?” He was livid with
sudden anger and his voice almost a scream. Then he struck
at me—a vicious blow—with the heavy whip—struck at
my face. I dodged the lash and seized it, wrenching it from
his puny grasp and then I caught his bridle and though his
horse plunged and fought, I lashed the rider with all my
strength a dozen times, before he tumbled from the saddle
to the trampled earth of the market place.
Then his men were upon me and I went down from a
blow on the head. They bound my hands while I was unconscious
and then hustled me roughly into a saddle. I was
half dazed during the awful ride that ensued—we rode to
the military prison at the barracks and all the way that fiend
of a captain rode beside me and lashed me with his bull-hide
whip.
